Is exactly how I have been feeling lately. I can't go into much detail but some serious stuff has been going down in the last few weeks involving Saphire.Lets just say it's very...uh, Not Good. It's really sucking the life out of me. Not to mention all of life's other crap on top of it. I found out we lost a cousin I was close to growing up(may she rest in peace), money sucks, and I am failing my summer classes. Oh yeah.
Anyways, my birthday came and went yesterday. I'm 25 now, half way to over the hill. I'd like to say I'm doing pretty good in life for being 25, but I can't say that right now, well, because I feel kinda sucky and pathetic.
I made a quarter life bucket list...things to do before I am 50:
Join a roller derby team
have a pixie hair cut
travel to New Zealand
Scuba Dive
buy a house
go sailing
lose 30 lbs
finish college
eat healthy
pay my parents back everything I owe them
wear more vintage clothing
I guess it's kinda small and simple, but those are things I'd like to do some time in my lifetime.
