Monday, March 14, 2011

My problem

I have this problem where I hold things in, and never express how I feel. I let people walk over me, especially the people I am closest too. My biggest problem is that I cant contain it forever so I end blowing up, ultimitlely ruining whatever relationship I had.
For years I have always just had my feelings dismissed by my family." Oh, Kerra. You are just overreacting." After a while you tend to just shut up and despite what those people are doing to you, you push on. Because you know they are your family.
I don't know what route to take. The route where I just stop putting in the work and we go our separate ways. Or I just continue to push on feeling like I am overextending my hand ALL the time and they are never doing the same. Is Family really worth this?

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

I don't know your exact situation, but sometimes it isn't worth it. I am reaching a point with some family members where I need to walk away for my own sanity. Good luck to you. Make sure to put yourself and your own little family's needs first. Hang in there!

Anonymous said...

I don't know your exact situation, but sometimes it isn't worth it. I am reaching a point with some family members where I need to walk away for my own sanity. Good luck to you. Make sure to put yourself and your own little family's needs first. Hang in there!